I didn’t feel normal. I was afraid—afraid I was crazy. I didn’t know what to do, or where to turn. I just wanted to feel ordinary and find my happy place, but I didn’t even know what that looked like for me anymore.

I felt anxious and out of sorts—like mentally, I wasn’t okay.

If you are experiencing conflict, you may fear that you will never be normal again. You don’t dare tell people what you are feeling because you don’t want people to think you are crazy, even though you think you are. 

You are afraid to put your phone down because the constant scrolling keeps you from having to deal with life. 

You may want to sleep your life away and just live through your dreams… that is, if you can dream. Sleeping feels safe.

You may find yourself angry at God—although you may not want to admit it—your electronic devices and sleep keep you from spending time with Him. They also keep you from asking Him to heal you.

Therefore, you feel helpless and hopeless, living in a state of never-ending confusion and mental conflict—focusing on worldly cures instead of the things of the spirit.

You may feel like you are being sucked down to hell—albeit, slowly.

You are longing to feel love—but looking in the wrong places. You will never find it scrolling or using up screen time—that only spoon feeds you a daily dose of fear and anxiety. 

The above symptoms are indicators of conflict… an unconscious conflict between the head and the heart—which means you are not even aware there is a conflict. 

You have a choice… you can choose to embrace the darkness or to be encircled by the light. 

The only way to combat fear and conflict is to be selective and deliberately choose things that are light and uplifting.

Your priorities and what matters most in your heart must be in alignment for you to feel truly happy. 

A change of focus is all you need.

Praise God in ALL things and recognize that putting your focus on Christ will heal you. He is the light. He is the master healer. There is strength, hope and peace in Christ. Hold on to that truth as you change your focus.

See the dose of enlightenment below to get you started. You can do this. I know you can. 

With love,

Jeri

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: conflicted

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how conflicted applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 99 + 901 = E

Say it out loud with intent: "ninety-nine plus nine-zero-one equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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Every decision you make brings you closer to—or farther away from—the Light. We will meet you at the Light! 
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