Friday, October 24, 2025
I felt pretty and a little bit excited in my hand-me-down formal—it was fun to dress up.
But I also felt insecure. It was my Senior Prom. As usual, I didn’t have a date.
I was going with a couple of girlfriends, because we had been asked to sing for the program.
As we arrived, I felt so inadequate and somewhat envious as I observed everyone arriving with their dates, all dressed up in formal attire.
The stairs leading to the gym, where the dance was held, seemed miles long. I was very self-conscious while waiting for the program to begin. I could hardly wait to get that song over with so we could get the heck out of there.
I will never know if my girlfriends felt the same way, because we never shared our feelings. Now I think about it—they were really happy to leave as well!
As you look at your life, I’m sure you can identify times when you have felt inadequate or lacking compared to others.
Maybe you feel less accomplished than your peers, or perhaps you were unsuccessful at accomplishing your goals at work, or failed a test in one of your classes.
Feeling inadequate at times is normal and can be a catalyst for change.
However, it becomes a problem when you become stuck in those feelings of inferiority.
If you are feeling insecure in your relationships, having trouble reaching your goals, feeling like you want to withdraw in social settings, have trouble accepting compliments or wanting to give up… see the dose of enlightenment below.
Please allow yourself to understand that you are so much more than what you have let yourself believe. It’s time to create something new and different with your life.
Just go for it! You can do this.
With love,
Jeri
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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!
This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto.
If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.
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Today’s emotion is: feeling less than
How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how feeling less than applies to you.
Dose of Enlightenment: 86 + 914 = E
Say it out loud with intent: "eighty-six plus nine-fourteen equals enlightenment.”
Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.
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To access all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs
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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here:
https://intrinsicallyawaken.com
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Co-Owners & Instructors
Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.
They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.
