He is supposed to be my hero, protector and defender… yet we had grown so far apart that I couldn’t remember when the last time was that I had felt secure with him.

One day I decided to tell him as a matter of fact… “I don’t feel safe anymore when I am with you.”

I’m not sure why I said it, or why I thought it was important for him to know.

Maybe I just wanted him to do something… anything to make me feel secure in our marriage… I wanted to feel like I mattered to him. He has never, ever abused me in anyway and he has always been a wonderful provider.

So... the comment took him by surprise and he looked shocked. He sucked in a big gulp of air and looked as if he had been punched in the gut—it seemed to take the wind right out of his sails. 

That wasn’t the reaction I was hoping for. I didn’t know what I was hoping for and certainly didn’t know it would be so painful for him to hear that comment from me. I didn’t mean to hurt him like that.

In reality… me feeling that lack of security wasn’t really about safety, it was about me thinking that he had grown tired of me… that he didn’t want to be with me anymore… that everything else in his life was more important than me.

That lack of security was me being insecure and inadvertently causing harm to him and our marriage.

If you have felt a lack of security in any aspect of your life, I urge to get clear on what the real cause is. It may not be what you think.

Prayerfully seek for answers. Once you are clear and can understand how it applies to you, say the dose of enlightenment below.

With love,

Jeri

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: lack of security

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how lack of security applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 106 + 894 = E

Say it out loud with intent: "one-zero-six plus eight-ninety-four equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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