You guys, I have struggled with fear of commitment. I know what you’re probably thinking right now… Oh, so that’s why you’re single! 

Haha. But no. That’s not what I’m talking about. I have a fear of committing to myself. 

Throughout my life, I have tended to easily put other people’s needs above my own. Which isn’t exactly a bad thing. 

However, when it’s out of balance, it can be a very bad thing. Here are some past scenarios:

Oh you need me to do something for you? Ok. I’ll just work on my book later, even though I feel hard pressed to get it done. 

Oh you’re in town for only today and need an appointment, even though I don’t work today. Ok. I’ll just rearrange my entire schedule for you… I guess I will just have to work extra hard later to meet my deadline.. 

Oh you need me to come over and hunt down a giant spider, even though I would rather die than to have to find and kill one of those things? Ok. I’ll be right over. My writing can wait.

On the surface, it would appear that I just enjoy procrastinating. But when you get to the heart of the issue, it’s a fear of committing myself to the hard work and exhaustion that comes from making certain things happen. Big projects can take a lot out of me sometimes.

I have come a long way, and feel like I have much better boundaries in place… However, I still find that tendency trying to creep in sometimes. 

If you’re anything like me, and have a fear of commitment—to whatever or whomever—there is a dose of enlightenment below! 

Love from Jac 

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: fear of commitment

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how fear of commitment applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 102 + 898 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “one-zero-two plus eight-ninety-eight equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

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