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Deep fear isn’t loud. It’s quiet—and controlling.

Monday, May 19, 2025

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Deep fear isn’t loud. It’s quiet—and controlling.

Do you want to know what’s tricky about fear?

It doesn’t always feel like fear.

Sometimes it looks like staying quiet when you know you have something to say.

Or hesitating just long enough to miss the opportunity.

Or spending hours overanalyzing before you make a decision—then second-guessing it once you do.

Did you catch that? Fear isn’t always a racing heart or a full-blown panic attack.

More often… it’s quiet. It hides. And it shows up in the patterns that keep you stuck.

I’ve seen this kind of fear show up in clients (and in myself) as:

• People-pleasing

• Avoiding change

• Over-preparing 

• Staying too busy (so you don’t have time to feel)

The crazy thing is—you don’t even realize it’s fear. You think it’s just “the way I am.”

However, deep fear doesn’t start with your personality—it starts with your programming.

Somewhere in your past, your body learned that it wasn’t safe to speak up… or take up space… or try something new.

And so now—even when you want to grow—your subconscious still believes it’s safer to stay small.

But here’s the good news: once you start noticing the pattern, you can begin to shift it.

Fear may live in the subconscious… but so does your power.

You don’t have to stay stuck.You can start to unravel what fear built—and build something new in its place.

Don’t be afraid to do a little digging to discover the real roots behind your deep fear. Once you’ve pinpointed it, there’s a Dose of Enlightenment below to help you clear it from your subconscious. Let it help you create space for something new!

Love from Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: deep fear

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how deep fear applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 61 + 939 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “sixty-one plus nine-thirty-nine equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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For access to all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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Feel free to send us a message at hello@enso-ia.com. We would love to hear from you!

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​Every decision you make brings you closer to—or farther away from—the Light. We will meet you at the Light! 

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Hi, we are Jeri and Jac.

Co-Owners & Instructors

Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.

They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.