Jac: I was freaking out. It was my first mastermind experience and I felt like I was going to be the only one there who was struggling. I just knew everyone was going to think I was stupid.

Plus, I knew that I was going to be so embarrassed when it was my turn to share because I was certain that I wasn’t measuring up to their levels and ideas of success.

I don’t remember ever being so stressed and insecure about anything in my life! I was excessively concerned that I wouldn’t have anything to share that could possibly provide value to someone else. These feelings were not helpful to me at all.

Jeri: How did you overcome those feelings? I mean, you showed up to the mastermind, didn't you?

Jac: Yes, I showed up. I didn’t want to let my fears, anxieties and insecurities hold me back. 

So I sat down and prayerfully prepared for my part in the mastermind. And then anytime my mind tried to run wild and create negative stories in my head, I would change the story to something positive. I also spent some time clearing emotions to help those positive stories feel more natural. 

Jeri: How did the actual mastermind go?

Jac: Well, I was still a little nervous when the mastermind began, but then I realized that almost everyone there was having their own struggles too and that really helped calm me down. I was finding value in both their challenges and their successes.

When it was my turn, I remember talking really fast and I don’t know exactly what I was saying!! But it was making sense to everyone—based on their comments later—so I definitely had some Heavenly help. I also felt blessed, because the one guy who was being hard on everyone else left while I was presenting. Lol. 

Anyway, that experience was a great reminder to me that we all have our own gifts and talents… and we all have our own challenges… yet we can come together to build each other up. 

I left feeling very confident in my direction, because I was one of the few there who even had a clear direction. I just need to keep putting one foot in front of the other to get stuff done. 

It was also a good reminder of how pointless it is to overwhelm myself with concerns and fears about something that hasn’t even happened yet.

Jeri: That sounds like an amazing experience—it's a good thing you showed up! If you are feeling overly concerned with fears, anxieties, and/or inadequacies, see the dose of enlightenment below.

Love from Jeri and Jac

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Today’s emotion is: overly concerned

 How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how overly concerned applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 79 + 921 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “seventy-nine plus nine-twenty-one equals enlightenment.” 

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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