Jac: I was freaking out. It was my first mastermind experience and I felt like I was going to be the only one there who was struggling. I just knew everyone was going to think I was stupid.

Plus, I knew that I was going to be so embarrassed when it was my turn to share because I was certain that I wasn’t measuring up to their levels and ideas of success.

I don’t remember ever being so stressed and insecure about anything in my life! I was excessively concerned that I wouldn’t have anything to share that could possibly provide value to someone else. These feelings were not helpful to me at all.

Jeri: How did you overcome those feelings? I mean, you showed up to the mastermind, didn't you?

Jac: Yes, I showed up. I didn’t want to let my fears, anxieties and insecurities hold me back. 

So I sat down and prayerfully prepared for my part in the mastermind. And then anytime my mind tried to run wild and create negative stories in my head, I would change the story to something positive. I also spent some time clearing emotions to help those positive stories feel more natural. 

Jeri: How did the actual mastermind go?

Jac: Well, I was still a little nervous when the mastermind began, but then I realized that almost everyone there was having their own struggles too and that really helped calm me down. I was finding value in both their challenges and their successes.

When it was my turn, I remember talking really fast and I don’t know exactly what I was saying!! But it was making sense to everyone—based on their comments later—so I definitely had some Heavenly help. I also felt blessed, because the one guy who was being hard on everyone else left while I was presenting. Lol. 

Anyway, that experience was a great reminder to me that we all have our own gifts and talents… and we all have our own challenges… yet we can come together to build each other up. 

I left feeling very confident in my direction, because I was one of the few there who even had a clear direction. I just need to keep putting one foot in front of the other to get stuff done. 

It was also a good reminder of how pointless it is to overwhelm myself with concerns and fears about something that hasn’t even happened yet.

Jeri: That sounds like an amazing experience—it's a good thing you showed up! If you are feeling overly concerned with fears, anxieties, and/or inadequacies, see the dose of enlightenment below.

Love from Jeri and Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: overly concerned

 How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how overly concerned applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 79 + 921 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “seventy-nine plus nine-twenty-one equals enlightenment.” 

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

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