His beliefs are a twisted version of what I know to be true. He is very well studied in spirituality, and even better at expressing it. He’s dynamic and confident. A skilled speaker.

All I could do while he shared was listen and discern, my thoughts racing a million miles a second—drawing upon what I know to be true. 

I would have loved to tell him what I believe in that very moment. But the words never came. And neither did the opportunity.

Verbally expressing myself in the moment is not my gift—especially not when pure Truth needs to be spoken. 

However, had you given me a pen and paper… I could have organized my thoughts and crafted a mighty response. And then I would have taken time to pray about it, and made any necessary changes. And when I felt God’s blessing to move forward, I would have shared. 

That opportunity to share my beliefs with him will likely still come. But oh how I wish I had the gifts and skills to communicate the things of my heart in moments like that!! 

I do recognize that writing is my gift, and it’s been a great blessing to me and (I think) to others. 

I also recognize that I can develop gifts in other ways of communicating, and I can ask for help in that. Actually, I have already been working on my verbal communication for years. I’ve come a long way, but I’m not yet where I want to be. 

We are told to seek the best gifts. You just have to ask, and then do the work. God will bless your efforts. 

If you are like me and struggle to communicate as well as you’d like… in the way that you’d like… in the moments that matter—whether it’s through writing, speaking, or another method of communication—see the dose of enlightenment below. 

Love from Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: feeling unable to communicate very well

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how feeling unable to communicate very well applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 86 + 914 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “eighty-six plus nine-fourteen equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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Every decision you make brings you closer to—or farther away from—the Light. We will meet you at the Light! 
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