Sunday, October 26, 2025
I had a profound dream one night during a particularly trying time. There was a lot going on, I had big responsibilities, huge decisions to make, and very little—if any—downtime.
So naturally, I was trying to control it all to make sure everything worked out.
I dreamt that I was driving a car on the icy, wintery roads of Rexburg, Idaho. There were others in the vehicle with me, including children, although I have no recollection of who the others were. I remember feeling like we were in danger, and there was someone on our tail.
We were definitely in a hurry to lose that guy and get to somewhere safe. I remember taking a quick turn and we went into a spin on the ice. I wanted to steer through it the way I’ve seen my dad do, but the more I tried to do anything, the more out of control the spinning went!
Then I heard a voice telling me that I needed to give up control to gain control. So I let go of the steering wheel, fully trusting that the Lord would set us right. And that He did. The change was immediate.
I looked in my rearview mirror and saw the other car crash into a snowbank. We got away safely.
When I woke up, I remembered the dream very vividly and heard that same voice telling me that I needed to give up control to gain control.
And it’s true. The more we surrender things to God, the quicker He can work things for our good. I’ve seen it time and time again.
If you find yourself trying to control life and it’s various aspects, there’s a dose of enlightenment below to help you let go and let God.
Love from Jac
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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!
This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto.
If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.
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Today’s emotion is: trying to control life
How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how trying to control life applies to you.
Dose of Enlightenment: 131 + 869 = E
Say it out loud with intent: “one-thirty-one plus eight-sixty-nine equals enlightenment.”
Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.
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For access to all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs
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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here:
https://intrinsicallyawaken.com
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Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.
They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.
