Jeri: I decided to pray for both charity and virtue… I was not excited about the results God blessed me with!

Jac: What happened?

Jeri: I found myself getting upset about trivial things, was being very judgmental, and saying unkind things about people. A lot of anger was coming up for me.

And of course, I was saying and thinking bad things about myself as well.

I felt like I was a horrible person and would never be able to receive the gift of charity or virtue.

Jac: That is some pretty harsh judgment you were placing on yourself.

Jeri: Not just myself… the judgment was directed at others as well. Putting it to prayer helped me understand that I needed to be aware of the emotions that were coming up. Holding onto them or suppressing them would keep me from being truly charitable.

Jac: That makes sense. If feelings are meant to be felt, then suppressing them would be going against your feelings.

Jeri: That is so true. I think it is human nature to keep those less than desirable feelings inside instead of just letting them go.

Jac: Yes, because for some reason, it always seems easier to push them down than to deal with them in the moment, but that’s exactly what causes problems for us down the road—likely showing up as illness, pain, disease, or injury.

But how cool that the Lord is teaching you about the things that you have been holding onto so that you can let them go and move closer and closer to receiving those blessings of charity and virtue.

If you are ready to stop going against your feelings by suppressing your emotions, and make space to fill your heart with goodness — so you can show more love toward yourself and others, see the dose of enlightenment below!

Love from Jeri and Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: continually going against your feelings

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how continually going against your feelings applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 111 + 889 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “one-eleven plus eight-eighty-nine equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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