Sunday, September 14, 2025
I slept through my college graduation. My body was there, but I was zonked out. I even slept through the talk one of my favorite speaker’s of all time: Jeffery R. Holland. I didn’t even remember he had spoken at my graduation until my dad reminded me a few years ago.
Those last weeks of college were a blur. As a graphic design major, I had to complete a two-semester long BFA project in order to graduate. I was down to the wire and running on fumes for days. And I’m pretty sure I didn’t sleep for three nights in a row as I worked to get everything done.
Honestly, I wouldn’t have gotten it all done without the help of my fellow designer and roommate. She ran around to print things off for me, and also spray mounted my designs.
I was a greasy-haired zombie for the BFA show the night before graduation. Thankfully, my wonderful roommates helped me appear presentable since I was too tired to care. I remember struggling to keep my eyes open, pasting a perma-smile on my face, and my cheeks really hurting the entire night.
If I slept that night, it wasn’t for long. I had other things to wrap up before graduating. I just kept pushing and pushing and pushing.
The first time I had a chance to sit down was right there at graduation. So inevitably, my body and mind decided it was the perfect time to crash.
I can’t think of a time more stressful than that, although some things have come pretty close.
If you are finding yourself operating at maximum stress levels, or are still reeling from past experiences, there is a dose of enlightenment below!
Love from Jac
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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!
This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto.
If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.
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Today’s emotion is: operating at maximum stress levels
How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how operating at maximum stress levels applies to you.
Dose of Enlightenment: 102 + 898 = E
Say it out loud with intent: “one-zero-two plus eight-ninety-eight equals enlightenment.”
Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.
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For access to all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs
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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here:
https://intrinsicallyawaken.com
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Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.
They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.
