Friday, July 25, 2025
The year was 1973, and my husband Charlie boarded an airplane for Dallas, Texas. However, the plane did not land when it was expected to, and Charlie and the other passengers ended up in a holding pattern for a long time…
So long, in fact, that the stewardess’ served the travelers another meal (apparently, back then, they served food, and not snacks!) while the airplane flew around the race track in the sky over Dallas.
Holding patterns are used as a delay tactic where the plane remains in the same state and continues to do the same thing while waiting for something to happen.
The aircraft can stay in the holding pattern as long as they have fuel on board—there is no time limit! The captain, crew and passengers are at the mercy of the air traffic controllers to give them clearance to land.
Not following your heart is similar to an aircraft being stuck in a holding pattern.
You want to be free of the imagined constraints that are holding you back so you can do something with your life, but you feel trapped by endless repeating patterns and seemingly, you are unable to get off the race track to change course.
This is related to self-trust issues. You may be dealing with some unresolved hurt, or you may feel resistant, disconnected, or imbalanced.
When you are dealing with these difficult emotions and struggling to follow your heart, don’t be so hard on yourself. Right now, you are just experiencing a little turbulence in your life.
Find time to nurture, love and forgive yourself. Spend time addressing and releasing emotions.
Remember, you are doing the best you can and God isn’t finished with you yet. He has a plan for you. As you turn to Him, he will help you break free of the holding pattern you are in.
If you're ready to break free from the turbulence so you can enjoy a smoother flight, see the dose of enlightenment below.
With love,
Jeri
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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!
This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto.
If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.
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Today’s emotion is: not following your heart
How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how not following your heart applies to you.
Dose of Enlightenment: 97 + 903 = E
Say it out loud with intent: "ninety-seven plus nine-zero-three equals enlightenment.”
Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.
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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here:
https://intrinsicallyawaken.com
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Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.
They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.
