Everyone was practically rolling on the floor laughing at my witty sarcasm.

Even Stephanie laughed at first. But as my quips continued, she withdrew more and more. However, egged on by the crowd, I ignored her cues and continued. 

The next thing I knew, Stephanie was running from the room with tears streaming down her face! Upon realization of her hasty exit, the room immediately went silent.

That’s when I realized the power of words for NOT good.

My heart was struck with remorse. The Holy Spirit was gone from me. And I felt like a terrible, ruthless person. Which was very accurate in that moment.

I promptly followed after my wounded friend. I couldn’t believe I was the one who injured her—especially because I had done it for laughs at her expense. 

I apologized. 

She quickly forgave me. 

That was the day I stopped using sarcasm to hurt people under the guise of joking around. I had no reason to relentlessly tease my sweet roommate, but I did it anyway...

I believe it’s because had so much anger built up under the surface from childhood, and that was the way I was subconsciously trying to get it out of my system.

(And no, that's not an excuse. There is no excuse for that kind of behavior.) 

It’s also why I used to tease my siblings until they attacked me… because I loved the fight. I needed the fight. Aggression was the only way I knew how to release.

Thank goodness I learned that there are other healthier ways to clear anger and aggression. 

If you’ve experienced feelings of ruthlessness—whether it was directed toward you or if you were the one being ruthless—there’s a dose of enlightenment below.

Love from Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: ruthless

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how ruthless applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 87 + 913 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “eighty-seven plus nine-thirteen equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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