He sat down next to me, as usual. But instead of putting his arm around me, he folded those muscular arms and barely even looked at me.

I had no idea what I had done to incite that kind of a response from him, but I intended to find out as soon as the meeting was over. Unfortunately, when the meeting closed, he immediately jumped up and found someone else to talk to.

I wasn’t used to this kind of disharmony between us—it kind of ate at me… but since he clearly didn’t want to be around me, I left and went to my next meeting.

I could only think about the amazing trip we’d had together the day before, so I struggled to understand his new treatment of me.

I later found out that he had been dealing with his ex-wife earlier that day. The disharmony between them was the same disharmony he allowed to come between him and me that day.

His frustration with her had been projected onto me, and I unknowingly became the villain in his eyes.

As you can imagine, that relationship didn’t end up working out. He wasn’t ready to work through his past (and on-going) trauma with his ex. And that’s ok. Everyone has their own timeline for healing. 

But what I hadn’t realized—until just now while writing this—is… that disharmony seems to have left a lasting impression on me, and I’m ready to clear it!

Just as he had allowed that disharmony to affect him, I allowed it to affect me (I’ve been deeply frustrated with the men I’ve dated).

Disharmony will do that. If you don’t take care of it, it doesn’t stop with you. It will linger (sometimes under the surface) and then it will spread into other areas of your life, as well as to other people.

I don’t want that. You don’t want that. Disharmony is so uncomfortable. It fits right in with contention, dissonance, strife, and discord.

It’s not what dream relationships are made of, that’s for sure.

If you are ready to clear the disharmony in your life—whether it’s out in the open, or under the surface—see the dose of enlightenment below.

It’s time to spread light, love, and healing :)

Love from Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: disharmony

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how disharmony applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 89 + 911 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “eighty-nine plus nine-eleven equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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