Friday, April 10, 2026
I had a major meltdown when I found out I had to give an elevator pitch at our mastermind coaching program. It escalated when I realized that I would not be seated next to Jac.
I panicked… was filled with fear, and had dozens of thoughts running through my head—none of them good!
“How in the world would I be able to present myself intelligently? I don’t know what the heck I’m doing. I don’t know any of those people. What do they expect of me? I can’t do this. I’m not going! I will go, but I’m staying in the hotel room. I’m too old. No one will be as old as me. I will just be the token old person. I don’t want to go. I CAN’T DO THIS!”
Did I mention it was a MAJOR MELTDOWN! (Insert eyeroll emoji.)
Jac was so kind, recognized my performance anxiety. She recommended that I pray about it and clear some emotions. She told me she would support me in whatever I decided to do.
I had already received the answer to prayer, knew I was supposed to go and quickly recognized that everyone would be split up and we would all be in the same boat!
I wasn’t alone… I just thought I was.
What a great opportunity to meet and connect with new people. Now I’m feeling so excited.
If you have something big coming up—don’t try to talk yourself out of it—letting fear take over. Instead talk yourself into it by reframing and changing the crazy fear into excitement.
Also, put it to prayer and clear some emotions. Prayer brings peace and gives you direction, while releasing emotions helps to magnify the answers you received so you will feel more confident and grounded. You’ve got this.
See the dose of enlightenment below and embrace the shift.
With love,
Jeri
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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!
This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto.
If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.
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💜 Today’s emotion is: performance anxiety
How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how performance anxiety applies to you.
Dose of Enlightenment: 86 + 914 = E
Say it out loud with intent: "eighty-six plus nine-fourteen equals enlightenment.”
Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.
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For access to all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs
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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here:
https://intrinsicallyawaken.com
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Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.
They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.
