Recently, I had a very profound healing experience that stirred up more than I expected.

Memories surfaced—ones I truly believed I had already worked through and put behind me. But as they came up, I realized they weren’t isolated moments. They were connected… like links in a chain I’d been carrying for years without realizing how heavy they had become.

Each memory involved feeling attacked, dismissed, or belittled in some way. And in sitting with it, I saw something clearly: over time, I had subconsciously accepted those experiences as truth.

Without meaning to, I had slowly begun shutting down my voice and my spiritual gifts—out of fear.

It reminded me of the man in the Bible who buried his talent. Not because he lacked ability, but because he was afraid of what might happen if he used it.

This is difficult for me to admit, but I’ve been afraid—afraid to speak out, afraid to tell people what I do. I doubt myself and my spiritual gifts. I’ve convinced myself that it’s better to not say anything, because people don’t like it when I use my voice.

If you are familiar with the book “Aura Personalities” by Staci Sadler, then you may relate to what I’m feeling. My aura personality is an ‘Indigo Crystal’—aka The Commander. 

That chapter describes me perfectly. It is hard to see myself described like that in print.

“Indigo-Crystals bring change: they even force it if others are unwilling to roll with it. They use the megaphone approach to shout us awake to what is going on all around us. They point out the tiniest details that need change and broadcast dictums for the world at large to correct them.”

I don’t always love that about myself, and I’ve spent a lot of time trying to soften my message… because naturally, my delivery can be abrupt and offensive—even though that is never my intention.

More and more I have felt it is better to stay silent. Speaking out no longer feels safe to me.

Yet I realize that part of my purpose is to speak out in order to bring about the positive changes this world needs. Staying silent really isn’t an option. This is something I will be digging deep into.

If fear has caused you to silence parts of yourself, there’s a Dose of Enlightenment below to help you release that fear and step more fully into your God-given purpose.

It’s time to break through your fears and speak out with boldness. You and me… We have something to share—let’s do this!

With love,

Jeri

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: speaking out

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how speaking out applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 163 + 837 = E

Say it out loud with intent: "one-sixty-three plus eight-thirty-seven equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

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