She didn’t use her last name. When speaking of herself, she would most often preface her first name with just.

I’m “Just July.” (Name has been changed.)

She was amazing in so many ways, but was only an illusion of healing—as if she had been deceived into believing something that wasn’t really true for her. 

Even though she seemed happy, there was something behind her eyes that felt broken.

When her brokenness manifested, she wasn’t able show up or to be present.

She always had an excuse… something or someone to blame…

My car wouldn’t start, I can’t come.

My friend broke her leg, I can’t come.

My partner left me, I can’t come.

Concerned for her and her well-being I reached out. Sometimes she would reply, but eventually, not at all. 

My friends, if you truly want to heal, then take responsibility for your healing.

Once, when I tried to place blame, a very wise daughter (Jac) asked me, “You want to heal, don’t you?” 

I weakly replied, “Yes.”

She firmly stated, “Then rip off the band aid.” 

Ouch!

Yet ripping off that band aid and taking responsibility for my own issues is one of the best things I’ve ever done.  

There is no place for blame when your greatest desire is to heal.

So... if you are ready rip off that band aid and stop making excuses and blaming others for your problems, then see the dose of enlightenment below.

If I can do it, then you can do it. It's never as bad as you think it will be. 

With love,

Jeri

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💜 Today’s emotion is: blaming others for your problems

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how blaming others for your problems applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 34 + 966 = E

Say it out loud with intent: "thirty-four plus nine-sixty-six equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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