It was fierce opposition as my team battled the other team on skates. It was challenging to navigate through a complex maze on ice while playing hockey. Although, it felt more like a fight with the other team constantly body checking my teammates against the walls of the maze.

But my team was stronger and faster. We barely won, having successfully navigated through the maze first and obtained the glove (a trophy of sorts).

My friend was angry and ripped the glove out of my hands—she believed it belonged to her. I let her have it and didn’t understand why she was so angry… If she wanted it that bad, I would have given it to her. The people pleaser in me tried to smooth things over…

When I awoke from the dream, I felt confused about why my friend and I were on opposite teams. I had always viewed our friendship as good and strong.

I felt confused about why she would be so angry about the outcome. It was just a game, wasn’t it?

I felt confused about why she felt justified in taking the prize when she and her team had clearly lost. Was the prize really that big of a deal?

It was one of those dreams that I knew in my heart had deep meaning… I knew God had a message for me… and it felt like a warning.

However, I chose to continue to see my friend in a positive light, rather than with the eyes of discernment. Therefore, I only skimmed the surface of the meaning behind the dream—although I wasn’t aware at the time that I was doing that.

I took the dream as meaning that we had smoothed over a certain real-life conflict in my dream.

Three years passed. I continued to give my friend the benefit of the doubt, and did my best to be a good friend to her, noticing more and more as time passed that she wasn’t being a good friend to me. In fact, I’m not sure she was ever really my friend at all.

In the end she betrayed me and cut me off. I lost many friends that day (we’re talking double digits), so I can only imagine what she had told them… ?

That was when I realized the real meaning behind my dream. I believe God was trying to show me—years prior—that my friend and I were never really on the same team, but I hadn’t been open to receiving His message fully at the time it was given.

It can be all too easy to miss out on inspiration and intuition. I had allowed myself to be distracted by my desires to see the best in someone I cared about. 

As much as it pains me to admit it, that means I was—on some level—placing her in a position of importance over God in that situation. A sin, and a mistake, that brought much hurt, loneliness, and rejection into my life. 

Here’s what I learned:

1. The importance of checking in with yourself… asking yourself if you are placing anyone or anything above God. If you’re not sure, ask Him!

2. The importance of seeking to receive the entire message—to dig beneath the surface, despite the extra time and effort. Partner with God to make sure you are receiving everything He’s trying to tell you.

If you feel that you may be falling short right now… that you might not be open to receiving as much inspiration and intuition as you need… please see the dose of enlightenment below.

Love from Jac

PS Interestingly, a single glove in a dream often represents a need for power and control. Hmmm…

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: not being open to inspiration or intuition

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how not being open to inspiration or intuition applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 142 + 858 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “one-forty-two plus eight-fifty-eight equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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