I no longer wanted to be the woman who struggled… the one who was emotionally insecure… the one whose desires seemed out of reach. I wanted to experience success out of life… success in friendships… success in my marriage… success in life in general. I wanted to be emotionally balanced and confident. 

I read somewhere that ‘success is defined by how you respond to your struggles’. 

As I reviewed the various problem’s I have wrestled with most in my lifetime, I recognized that my biggest and most challenging issues came about from being a highly sensitive individual. 

When these issues first raised their ugly head, as a small child, I didn’t know how to cope or how to act… so then I would overreact, which in turn would escalate into a full-blown meltdown and then I would get in trouble. 

As a young wife and mother, when I would overreact to something, I would be so embarrassed that I would punish myself for hours… or sometimes days. I hated me. 

Looking deeper, I saw my real story emerge. A story of endurance, survival, perseverance, tenacity, and emotional stability.

Just like a beautiful butterfly emerging from her cocoon I have transformed my life. It has been an ongoing process. I have learned that it’s okay to laugh at myself, to be me, to be kind, and most important… to love myself.

I no longer self-punish for my outbursts (which are few and far between). I am able to give myself grace and to see God’s hand in my life and feel His love for me. I am able to embrace my purpose, trust my mission and God’s plan for me, which strengthens relationships and life experiences.

I respond to my struggles with patience and compassion. I feel peace. And that, my friend, in my book, is success.

If you could see yourself in my story and have been struggling for success or even power… remember… ‘success is defined by how you respond to your struggles.’ You may be doing better than you think! See the dose of enlightenment below.

With love,

Jeri

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: struggling for success or power

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how struggling for success or power applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 89 + 911 = E

Say it out loud with intent: "eighty-nine plus nine-eleven equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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