Thursday, April 03, 2025
Jenny (name has been changed) has been divorced for nine years, but her 19 year-old daughter Kelly (who is away at college; name has also been changed) can’t stand the thought of her mom dating. She gets upset and clingy whenever she hears that her mom went out on a date.
Jenny worries that she has done Kelly a disservice—like she somehow hasn’t been a good mother. Why else would her daughter hate the idea of her mom moving on with her life?
Deep down, Jenny knows that the truth is that Kelly needs to do some healing (as all children with divorced parents do), and that’s why she reacts the way she does.
Jenny also knows and feels that it is time for her to move forward with her own life, but she struggles with actually doing it… She feels guilty for even trying because of Kelly’s feelings.
It’s gotten to the point where Jenny feels she has to lie to Kelly to avoid the repercussions of sharing the truth—at least until she knows if the relationship is going to go anywhere.
And that just piles on more guilt and makes things even more difficult. Not fun!
If you are feeling guilty about your right to move forward with your life—whatever the reason may be—it’s time to let that go. Moving forward is important and necessary for your health and well-being.
Stagnancy doesn’t bring good things to anyone.
Know that it’s ok to rock the boat. Things will settle back down eventually. And in the end, you’ll be happier and more fulfilled.
So… if you’re ready to let go of the guilt that’s been holding you back, see the dose of enlightenment below.
Love from Jac
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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!
This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto.
If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.
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Today’s emotion is: guilt about right to move forward
How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how guilt about right to move forward applies to you.
Dose of Enlightenment: 88 + 912 = E
Say it out loud with intent: “eighty-eight plus nine-twelve equals enlightenment.”
Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.
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For access to all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs
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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here:
https://intrinsicallyawaken.com
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Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.
They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.
