A while back, I had been feeling super overwhelmed and thought I had gotten behind on some important things. I didn’t feel I had the time to go back and look into everything yet, so I held off until things in my schedule lightened up a bit.

It only took six weeks. During this time, I kept judging myself for having gotten behind. These judgements began to hold me back spiritually—especially because of how I was perceiving myself.

It really affected my self-worth… I began to feel unworthy of certain blessings, so I didn’t even ask when I prayed. In a sense, I was punishing myself.

I kept telling myself that God doesn’t bless us because we do things perfectly, but because He is good and because He wants to bless us and help us.

However, the negative thoughts were the ones that prevailed.

When I finally looked into everything, I discovered that I wasn’t behind at all—I was actually slightly ahead.

What!?

I had just wasted six weeks judging myself and holding myself back spiritually—for no reason!! 

In hindsight, the worst part is… even if I had been behind, I never should have treated myself that way. But I let the stress and overwhelm get the best of me.

Lesson learned.

If you find you’ve been holding yourself back spiritually, perhaps because of your own self-judgements, please don’t wait six weeks, six days, six hours, or even six minutes to figure it out. There’s a dose of enlightenment below to help you address it now.

Love from Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: not allowing for spiritual growth

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how not allowing for spiritual growth applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 50 + 950 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “fifty plus nine-fifty equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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​Every decision you make brings you closer to—or farther away from—the Light. We will meet you at the Light!