While part of me just wanted to love and be loved, and to find someone to share that with… I didn’t feel capable after my divorce. There was a massive problem looming. It had been for months, but I didn’t seem have any power to change it. 

Thinking about dating again made me physically ill…

In fact, looking at any man in conjunction with the possibility of dating made me want to hurl.

I didn’t want to feel that way, but my body was responding to the trauma from the various types of abuse that had happened during the marriage.

I remember feeling incredibly lonely once I left. I wanted so badly to move on, but I felt stuck—trapped in my emotions. I couldn’t see any way out. I felt hopeless and defeated.

I didn’t have the tools for healing then—the tools that I, thankfully, have now. But I can tell you that time was my friend.

I don’t remember how long it took—probably close to a year or so… but things did begin to change for me.

Even when you think all is lost, you can count on change. They say that change is the only constant in our lives.

Change can feel problematic because you can’t count on the timing of it, and you can’t always control it.

However, you can control how you respond to it, and how you respond while you are waiting for change to help you move through a situation.

If you’re feeling you have no power to create the change you are longing for right now, know that it will come in God’s time. In the meantime, see the dose of enlightenment below to help you feel more hopeful until that change comes.

And remember:

"When all else is lost, the future still remains." (Christian Bovee)

Love from Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: feelings that don’t seem to have an answer to change

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how feelings that don’t seem to have an answer to change applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 113 + 887 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “one-thirteen plus eight-eighty-seven equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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For access to all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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Feel free to send us a message at hello@enso-ia.com. We would love to hear from you!

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Every decision you make brings you closer to—or farther away from—the Light. We will meet you at the Light!  

Thinking about dating again made me physically ill…

In fact, looking at any man in conjunction with the possibility of dating made me want to hurl.

I didn’t want to feel that way, but my body was responding to the trauma from the various types of abuse that had happened during the marriage.

I remember feeling incredibly lonely once I left. I wanted so badly to move on, but I felt stuck—trapped in my emotions. I couldn’t see any way out. I felt hopeless and defeated.

I didn’t have the tools for healing then—the tools that I, thankfully, have now. But I can tell you that time was my friend.

I don’t remember how long it took—probably close to a year or so… but things did begin to change for me.

Even when you think all is lost, you can count on change. They say that change is the only constant in our lives.

Change can feel problematic because you can’t count on the timing of it, and you can’t always control it.

However, you can control how you respond to it, and how you respond while you are waiting for change to help you move through a situation.

If you’re feeling you have no power to create the change you are longing for right now, know that it will come in God’s time. In the meantime, see the dose of enlightenment below to help you feel more hopeful until that change comes.

And remember:

"When all else is lost, the future still remains." (Christian Bovee)

Love from Jac

*******************************************************

Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

*******************************************************

Today’s emotion is: feelings that don’t seem to have an answer to change

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how feelings that don’t seem to have an answer to change applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 113 + 887 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “one-thirteen plus eight-eighty-seven equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

*******************************************************

For access to all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs

*******************************************************

The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

*******************************************************

Feel free to send us a message at hello@enso-ia.com. We would love to hear from you!

*******************************************************

Every decision you make brings you closer to—or farther away from—the Light. We will meet you at the Light!