Saturday, May 17, 2025
Jac: Why can’t I just focus? What’s wrong with my brain!?
I tried all the tricks—timers, brainwave playlists, to-do lists, etc.
But nothing worked. My mind would wander, I’d open apps for no reason, suddenly remember things to clean, or go get snacks I wasn’t hungry for.
And that’s when I realized—it wasn’t that I couldn’t focus.
It was that something inside me didn’t want to focus.
Jeri: That isn’t fun! Most people never pause long enough to ask why.
What if you’re not just unfocused… what if your brain is pulling you away on purpose? Maybe finishing it means being seen in a bigger way, and your lack of focus is just trying to protect you from something that feels unsafe!
Jac: Yes! Exactly that.
The fear of success is real. It’s subtle, but deep.
When you’re used to playing it safe, the part of you that’s been hiding will find all kinds of clever distractions. You’ll call it procrastination. You’ll convince yourself something urgent came up.
But really… it’s just fear.
Jeri: And no one wants to hang on to that type of fear. I think it is ready to be cleared.
It is important to understand that you don’t have to force focus and it is possible to restore and renew it. That’s the real path to opening up your focus so it can flow where you want it to go.
Jac: If that resonates… take a breath, and see the dose of enlightenment below.
Let it help you clear the deeper emotions that are hijacking your focus.
Love from Jeri and Jac
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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!
This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto.
If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.
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Today’s emotion is: unfocused
How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how unfocused applies to you.
Dose of Enlightenment: 92 + 908 = E
Say it out loud with intent: “ninety-two plus nine-zero-eight equals enlightenment.”
Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.
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To access all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs
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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here:
https://intrinsicallyawaken.com
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Co-Owners & Instructors
Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.
They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.
