Jeri: Have you ever felt like you’ve lost your intuition?

Jac: Unfortunately, yes. Sometimes—when I have a seemingly physical issue come up—I feel like I am blocked from my intuition and, therefore, unable to know what is required to resolve the problem.

It begins to feel like the issue is unresolvable because I can’t see past it. 

Those times are typically accompanied by going to God in prayer and feeling like the Heavens are silent… And going to other people for help, but feeling like they were also unable to touch the problem… And when I do my best to surrender it to God, nothing seems to happen… 

There becomes a deep inner resistance to healing and to finding answers…

Jeri: I think most people can relate to that. I know I can! What do you think causes this?

Jac: I have learned that this is a victim problem. An ego problem. A trust problem. A control problem. A desperation problem. A wanting someone else to fix you right now problem.

Because you are too stubborn, or wounded, or fearful, or controlling to actually open your eyes to see what’s happening. 

And I want to be clear—this isn’t about blame. It’s about awareness. We all slip into these patterns at times, especially when we’re hurting or afraid.

Jeri: Wow, yes. In the victim state, you can’t help yourself, and no one else can help you either—not even God. Because you won’t allow it. Sometimes we just like to wallow!

Embracing that type of energy keeps you stuck. You can’t let go, even when you want to. 

Jac: Exactly. You’re so attached to the outcome—and when you want the outcome to happen—you won’t allow God to heal you. 

Jeri: That’s not a fun place to be. What do you do to pull yourself out?

Jac: Those are the moments we really have to humble ourselves, let go of attachment to outcome, trust in God (and His timing), clear the stuff that’s holding you back, and truly open your eyes… 

That’s when you can reconnect to your intuition. That’s when you are ready to allow healing to come to you in it’s own way and time. 

Honestly, I think we overcomplicate so many things and end up suffering for far longer than we needed to …

We have to remember that a disconnect from your intuition is a disconnect from God. 

Jeri: That is so true. Also, a disconnect from healing is a disconnect from God. 

This New Year’s Eve feels like a great time to pause...

Before stepping into a new year, it’s worth asking—what am I still gripping, controlling, or resisting that’s keeping me disconnected from God and from my own intuition?

Friends, how does all of this apply to you?

What has caused you to feel disconnect from God, healing, and your intuition?

Excavate those deep reasons. And then see the dose of enlightenment below.

May this New Year bring less striving, more surrender, and a deeper trust in God’s timing.

Love from Jeri and Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: feeling like you have no intuition

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how feeling like you have no intuition applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 102 + 898 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “one-zero-two plus eight-ninety-eight equals enlightenment.” 

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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