Friday, January 02, 2026
I was excited when my husband told me he was voted by his peers as Realtor of the Year. He wanted me and our daughters to attend the ceremony where he would receive the award that he had worked so hard for.
Of course, I wanted to be there and support him. I was so proud of him and all that he had accomplished in such a short amount of time. It was such an honor for him to be recognized in this way.
On the other hand, I dreaded going. I would rather stay home, avoid the crowd and the niceties that are expected at that type of gathering. The thought of going was overwhelming to my normally introverted personality.
These were two very opposing views and I felt so conflicted.
There are so many differing thoughts and feelings going through your mind at any given time. Learning to accept both sides of the conflict will help you show up in life with greater self-acceptance and emotional well-being.
In moments like that, the goal isn’t to eliminate one side of yourself—but to understand both sides with compassion.
When you become aware of the inner struggle and listen without judgement, you will gain a deeper understanding of yourself.
You will become clear on things that are most important to you, which will help you set aside your fears and overcome the conflict. The benefits you will receive are greater self-compassion and inner peace.
There’s a Dose of Enlightenment below to help you resolve inner conflict and restore emotional balance.
With love,
Jeri
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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!
This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto.
If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.
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Today’s emotion is: conflicted
How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how conflicted applies to you.
Dose of Enlightenment: 99 + 901 = E
Say it out loud with intent: "ninety-nine plus nine-zero-one equals enlightenment.”
Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.
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For access to all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs
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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here:
https://intrinsicallyawaken.com
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Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.
They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.
