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Undesirable Attention

Tuesday, November 18, 2025

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Undesirable Attention

I was daughter number three out of four girls. It was hard to get noticed. I felt like I was overlooked from the day my baby sister came home from the hospital.  

Child #1 was a wonderful artist and a gifted poet. 

Child #2 loved to please my parents, got good grades, and excelled at everything.

Child #4 was the apple of my dad’s eye. She was so cute and funny. Everyone adored her. Plus, she was a natural gymnast.

All of my sisters were rodeo royalty. They could ride as well as they could walk.

Then there was me… In order to get attention, I acted out. I was pouty, a screamer, and a crier.

We sang together in a quartet. Dad wanted us to smile when we sang and would have us practice in front of the mirror. Everyone else thought it was fun—except for me—I hated it. My pouting got attention alright—negative attention.

Undesirable attention helped me draw some conclusions about my little self. I embraced the belief that I wasn’t good enough, that I would never measure up, and that my family didn’t love me. 

These beliefs became my story… my false traditions, and I became trapped in the comparison cycle.

Sadly, I spent a good deal of life living those lies.

Thankfully, I have overcome them and set my little self free... and you can too! 

If you have found yourself living in a story of false traditions because you felt your little self never received the attention you craved—it’s time to create a new story… a story where you shine—because YOU are the STAR! 

Go ahead and make the necessary changes to your story, then see the dose of enlightenment below. You have the wonderful ability to create a new and powerful story. You’ve got this!

With love,

Jeri

PS Click here for a short video on how to use the Doses of Enlightenment from these newsletters.

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: craving attention

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how craving attention applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 163 + 837 = E

Say it out loud with intent: "one-sixty-three plus eight-thirty-seven equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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For access to all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.

They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.