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Wait… How Did I Get Here?

Saturday, November 08, 2025

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Wait… How Did I Get Here?

Jeri: We had sold our house in Idaho Falls and were house sitting for my in-laws while they served a mission for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.

I soon delivered our fifth child, a beautiful baby boy. I loved being a mom and it felt good that our little family was now complete. Life was wonderful… until it wasn’t. 

Charlie (my husband) was working extended hours at the Idaho National Laboratory, plus he had a lengthy commute each way. When he got home, he worked long hours building our new home.

I took care of the children, plus spent a lot of time keeping my business (a children’s performing group) running.

I was stressed out, over worked, trying to cope with PMS (pre-menstrual syndrome), and at that point, I’m sure I was depressed. 

It wasn’t long before I noticed I was struggling to concentrate. I would drive my girls to school and couldn’t remember how I went from point A to point B. Honestly, I felt like I was doing okay dealing with everything else… But being unable to concentrate was the hardest part—I felt like I was losing it!

Jac: It sounds like you had a lot going on. How did you overcome that inability to focus and concentrate? Any tips for those of us who are struggling with that ourselves?

Jeri: Honestly, at the time it felt hopeless. I did everything I could holistically—but I wasn’t getting any relief because the tools I use today weren’t available to me at that time. 

Now that I am older and wiser, I understand that glucose feeds the brain. So, I snack on sweet fruits like grapes, apples, oranges and dates, etc.

I also reach for M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor and clear trapped emotions tied to concentration. Oh, how I wish I knew these things years ago—yet, I am thankful for the experience so that I have a better understanding of the suffering of others. It has helped me develop compassion. 

Jac: That can be scary to feel hopeless. It’s hopeful to the rest of us that you have found things along your journey that you not only found things that help, but that can also help all of us now. Thank you for sharing!

If you’ve felt scattered, unfocused, or like you’re slipping through the memory cracks… you’re not alone. There is hope.

See the dose of enlightenment below to help improve your ability to focus and concentrate.

Love from Jeri and Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: unable to concentrate

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how unable to concentrate applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 137 + 863 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “one-thirty-seven plus eight-sixty-three equals enlightenment.” 

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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To access all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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Feel free to send us a message at hello@enso-ia.com. We would love to hear from you!

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​Every decision you make brings you closer to—or farther away from—the Light. We will meet you at the Light! 

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Hi, we are Jeri and Jac.

Co-Owners & Instructors

Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.

They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.