It’s amazing how quickly you can internalize rejection—how fast it can become a running list of everything that is “wrong” with you.

I once made that list.

After several frustrating conversations with guys I had met online—with all of them wanting to know why I was still single… I started jotting down all the reasons why guys didn’t want to date me—the real-life reasons they’d told me themselves.

Things like: You’re too picky about media. You eat too healthy. You care too deeply. You take God too seriously (interesting how these guys all belonged to my same religion, but didn’t want to live it).

Sadly, this wasn’t just a list. It was ammunition against myself—it fed my growing false beliefs about myself… Beliefs that no man would ever really choose me. 

I didn’t think I’d ever share the list with anyone, but in a moment of sheer vulnerability (or insanity?), the next guy who asked the dreaded question… Well, I read the whole thing to him over the phone.

I warned him it was a big list, but he wanted to hear it anyway.

Spoiler: it didn’t go well. We were not a good match! Haha.

But that night, in prayer, something shifted. I felt a clear and gentle prompting to change the title of my list.

God told me that this list contained all of the reasons why I’m a great catch! He reminded me that the right person will want to be with me because of those things.

And just like that, I saw myself differently.
I wasn’t too much. I wasn’t too careful or too spiritual or too anything.
I was aligned. And the right person—when he comes along—will see that too.

This shift wasn’t about even about dating…
It was about healing.

It was about letting go of the false belief that I wasn’t worthy of being chosen—that I wasn’t enough to be chosen.

You don’t have to be single to relate.

We all have lists in our heads—evidence we’ve gathered about why we’re not enough.

And sometimes, all it takes to change everything… is a new title.

Maybe today’s the day you rewrite yours. See the dose of enlightenment below if you're ready to let God flip your script!

You’ve got this!

Love from Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: false beliefs about self

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how false beliefs about self applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 79 + 921 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “seventy-nine plus nine-twenty-one equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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Every decision you make brings you closer to—or farther away from—the Light. We will meet you at the Light! 

Say it out loud with intent: “seventy-nine plus nine-twenty-one equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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For access to all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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Feel free to send us a message at hello@enso-ia.com. We would love to hear from you!

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​Every decision you make brings you closer to—or farther away from—the Light. We will meet you at the Light!