Sunday, February 01, 2026
My brain felt ready to simultaneously explode and implode after three long, but amazing days of attending a powerful business conference. But that night… the conference would go until after 10pm, and I didn’t know how I was going to make it through. Not to mention another full day to follow.
I’ve attended conferences before and have felt the mental and physical exhaustion that ensues, but this time it had been indescribably more overwhelming and difficult to push through.
The opposition that has come at mem during the last couple of years has not been for the faint of heart.
Every person in my family has dealt with some serious—even life-threatening—health issues, and I felt powerless to save everyone.
It’s surreal to feel like everyone around you is dying at the same time and there is nothing you can really do but pray and trust God. Thankfully, everyone pulled through and things are definitely looking up.
Over the last two and a half years, I’ve had significantly more on my plate with work. Some of you have heard me say it feels like I have 12 jobs… and the scary thing is, I’m not even joking.
The last three weeks have been so slammed (thankfully with wonderful things), that I haven’t even been able to think about returning phone calls, and my texting game has been horrible.
Life is full of blessings and challenges, and I don’t know how to stay on top of everything. But I’ve come to realize more and more that I just have to be ok with doing what I can do. As long as I’m doing my best, Jesus will make up for the rest.
All the most important things are getting done because of Him.
I do recognize it’s time for me to let go of the energy of struggle and fighting for success in so many areas of my life. I am only one human. It’s not realistic to expect myself to do 12 jobs successfully all of the time.
But it is realistic to let God help me prioritize the most important things each day. It is realistic to allow Him to orchestrate my days and to make time stretch when needed. It is realistic for me to allow Him to work miracles in my life. It is realistic for me to know that I will feel better after a good night’s rest.
Have you experienced any of this? Can you relate?
If so… and if you’re ready… let’s release the energy of struggle and fighting that’s been weighing you down as you strive to succeed. See the dose of enlightenment below 🙂
Love from Jac
PS Click here for a short video on how to use the Doses of Enlightenment in these newsletters!
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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!
This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto.
If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.
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Today’s emotion is: struggling for success or power
How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how struggling for success or power applies to you.
Dose of Enlightenment: 89 + 911 = E
Say it out loud with intent: “eighty-nine plus nine-eleven equals enlightenment.”
Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.
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For access to all of our past newsletters, see our blog: https://www.enso-ia.com/blogs
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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here:
https://intrinsicallyawaken.com
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Jeri and Jac are unified in purpose: to share the message that healing is real and that life can be really, really good—even when it’s really, really hard.
They are on a mission to spread the light to those who are ready take responsibility for their own healing, and to empower those who are ready to make a difference in their families and communities by developing their spiritual gifts.
