Working on other practitioners can be incredible—especially when they respect you in your gifts and your training.

Unfortunately, other practitioners can sometimes leave you questioning your abilities, which can lead to you wondering why you even bother. 

I remember one time, years and years ago, I was working on someone I hadn’t previously met. Her sister was a dear friend with whom I’d always had positive experiences when practicing craniosacral work, and I was excited to work on her sister. 

That excitement didn’t last once the work started. She demanded to know everything I was feeling and doing, and then kept telling me I was doing everything wrong. It felt like she was undoing everything because she didn’t trust anyone but herself. I felt useless.

I wish I would have just ended the session, but instead I went through a full 60 minutes or torture and being commanded what to do. 

I left incredibly frustrated. I'm grateful that I understood it was her problem and was able to let it go, but I knew I would never work on her ever again. 

Sadly, I can kind of relate to that lady… just not as drastically—thankfully.

I learned the basics of craniosacral work while attending the Utah College of Massage Therapy—Lindon. I had already been through foot zoning school and had been developing my gifts of feeling. I was surprised that I  could feel everything happening inside my body while being worked on. 

I remember one time, I could tell that the girl practicing on me was off. I wanted so badly to correct her, but I didn’t. In my head I was trying to “help” her, but all it did was annoy me and prevent me from receiving any benefits. 

I almost spoke up to interfere, but didn't. And I’m grateful I didn’t.

I had started to remember that she was going through her own process of learning and feeling, and once I respected that and let go of my need to control how she was doing things, she moved to the correct spot—on her own. And then big shifts happened for me. 

What would have happened if I had said something to interfere with her process? I don’t know, but I know it would have torn her down and made her feel bad.

I think we all have control issues to varying degrees… But if I’ve learned anything, it’s that controlling behaviors make us and those around us miserable.

It’s time to let go and let God. See the dose of enlightenment below. You’ll be glad you did. 

Love from Jac

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Since we promised to treat you to an extra dose of light in your inbox, we include a Dose of Enlightenment for you at the end of each newsletter. We value your agency, so it’s up to you whether or not you receive it!

This Dose of Enlightenment is a frequency equation meant to clear a hidden and trapped emotion that you’ve been holding onto. 

If today's emotion is one that we have already cleared, know that we are addressing a different layer or situation this time.

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Today’s emotion is: controlling how things are done

How does this emotion apply to you? For best results, ponder this question and identify how controlling how things are done applies to you.

Dose of Enlightenment: 118 + 882 = E

Say it out loud with intent: “one-eighteen plus eight-eighty-two equals enlightenment.”

Breathe. Let it go. Feel the shift. Allow your body to be filled with light.

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The Doses of Enlightenment come from the M: Collaborations with the Divine Doctor book by Jaclyn Taylor. If you haven’t picked up a copy yet and want to learn more about how this works, you can get one here: 

https://intrinsicallyawaken.com

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Every decision you make brings you closer to—or farther away from—the Light. We will meet you at the Light! 
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